You know you're tired when you take clothes out of the dryer and put them back in the washer. It has been quite a day! Omar has been screaming like it's the end of the world! We changed his diaper, clothes, tried to feed him, but nothing would stop his crying. I wanted to rip my hair out! This is a gentle reminder that it is NOT time for me to have a baby of my own. I am perfectly fine being an aunt. I do not have the determination and patience to be a mother just yet. I'm glad I'm still a child myself and can stay immature for a while longer. Being an aunt is awesome though! It's the fun part of having a baby in the family. Making funny faces, holding him tight, listening to his cute little Simba-like sneezes. I can't wait for him to declare me as his totally awesome auntie. For now, I'm good with the minimal responsibilty I have. I want to throw this laptop on my head just to have something else to focus on than his screams and cries. But I love the kid...Sometimes. He's quieted down a bit, but he's having a fussy day. Hopefully he eats and falls asleep soon!
%PEACE
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